"Your birth is a mistake you'll spend your whole life tryin to correct." Chuck Palahniuk.Who ever he is, he sure is right. i couldnt agree more with that.
i came into this world, like any other person...and i've been living my life like any other person, just goin through the motions of life.
no matter how hard i tried, i couldnt make u see or understand what i really want to convey. cuz it takes more than words, from my side, for anyone to really understand.
what use is there in expressing yourself, wen everything is a big mess.i am sick and fed up cuz life is such a big bore.it's dragging on and on.i wish i cud rush things.so that i cud reach the end sooner.though i may be obssessed with killing myself, i know i am too much of a coward to actually do it.death means, that i wont be comin back again.no more facing the cruelty of everything.i am still alive, not cuz i am afraid of killing myself, but because i am waiting for my time.i am going to face everything and be strong even in the worst of times. i am a survivor......................!!!!!!
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I remember you telling me that it is the journey which is important, not the destination...
Enjoy the scenery while it lasts, stop to smell the flowers, pick one and look pretty with one in your hair, doesnt it sound wonderful babes...*:)
first off.. i'm sorry for this comment.. i said i wudn't comment, but when u quote Palahniuk, i cant help it..
i've got a book by him, u shud definitely read..
and yes.. it takes a lot of courage to put a noose around ur own neck and jump.. but suicide is apparently the coward's way out.. go figure.. *shrug*
once again, my apologies for this comment.. cheers
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