About Life...

Life...

"Be not afraid of life. Believe that life IS worth living and your belief will help create the fact." - James Truslow Adams

I've tried to explain to myself, the meanin of "LIFE", and every single time, i'm like, "life is...", so i searched the meanin of life from the dictionary and here's what is says!

LIFE: The course of existence of an individual; the actions and events that occur in living.

So i got to thinking about it.and i realized just how true it is!

most of the time, wen u ask someone "how's life?", they respond without even thinking abt it.they dont really giv it much thought.and jus simply reply,"life sucks!!!". i ask myself, why do they say that??!!i mean, how ungrateful can a person be? how can life SUCK??? i know that its a saying, but...

why dont people take into account things that have happened to them?lets take the good things first.life is good only if wat happened to them was good.if things were goin the way they wanted, then they would be living life in the clouds.but, if anything shitty happened, then its all "life sucks".my point here is that, even if bad things or sad things or undesirable things happened, u cant blame urself or anyone or anything else and say that it sucks.ok, it sucks.big time.u can either keep sayin that it sucks or there is something u can do abt it.ask urself, would u rather say, "life sucks..." or do something abt it and live in the clouds...?

what i feel is, even if everything feels like its falling apart,and nothing is goin right...u've got to hang in there.there are certain things for sure.like it's all goin to pass by...and ur goin to look back and wonder abt how things happened.the desperation u felt.how hopeless u were...there is one good thing abt life sucking though.u learn from it.just dont feel bad abt how things are goin.keep an open mind.think positive.and SUICIDE is not the answer ;-)

the main problem is that u forget the most important things in times of distress.the people in ur life[ including the ones u hate], the good times, how u got through the bad times, the happy moments u've shared in ur life, the crazy things u've done...etc,etc.U CANT FORGET THAT!!!NEVER. i do understand that it would be hard to think of those moments wen ur feelin down in the dumps.but remember that u cant forget it.

i'm not good at expressing myself verbally, and i dont feel that i've proved my point here...but what the hell!i dont have to prove myself to anyone dho??? :-D

"Your birth is a mistake you'll spend your whole life tryin to correct." Chuck Palahniuk.

Who ever he is, he sure is right. i couldnt agree more with that.

i came into this world, like any other person...and i've been living my life like any other person, just goin through the motions of life.

no matter how hard i tried, i couldnt make u see or understand what i really want to convey. cuz it takes more than words, from my side, for anyone to really understand.

what use is there in expressing yourself, wen everything is a big mess.i am sick and fed up cuz life is such a big bore.it's dragging on and on.i wish i cud rush things.so that i cud reach the end sooner.though i may be obssessed with killing myself, i know i am too much of a coward to actually do it.death means, that i wont be comin back again.no more facing the cruelty of everything.i am still alive, not cuz i am afraid of killing myself, but because i am waiting for my time.i am going to face everything and be strong even in the worst of times. i am a survivor......................!!!!!!

Birth eventually leads to death....

One thing u shud know abt me is that, m not a writer.
i bet i probably cud be one of the best writers there ever was.
but the question is, do i want to be? or can i even be bothered?
the answer is simple.NO.i dont want to be!and i cant be bothered...

that wasnt how i wanted the first impression to be. those were jus simple words...but it conveys a lot and i've released part of the things i wanna let go of.

i don have a lot to say now...m jus a bit tired cuz this world keeps goin round and round...the only thing i can stop is me.i am the only thing that i have a control over.so let me stop now!